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Name: JaSmInE
Location: Singapore
Birthday: 4/4/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: ThAts AlOt..LeT ME See.....chAttiNg, CyClInG, MoViEs,SlEePiNgzzz, EaTinG, HaNgInG Out, BaDmInTon, CaMpInG....quite a long lIsT LiaO...AnIwAe I LikE PlAyinG foR ShOrTz
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
8/14/2003
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| haiz pretty long since i last blodg...so why am i back againz? ...*sighz..* i really tot i place my "burden" behind....till he msn me againz...all the pain start coming back...i deleted his msn contact long agoz..i tot it will be easier if i dunno he is online...i change my hp number...but still he msg....againz and againz...the last time he did that i "thrash" out with him questioning our then "3rd party" when he ask me to forgive him...he said the burden was too heavy for him...but wat abt me ?wasn't mine twice as heavy? i want to place it down too....the hurtz is still there despite all the years....I asked him to stop msging ..and told him to leave me alone and i wanna be the happy me again...despite all this i can;t bear to ban him from my msn....
Today...he msg "today is ailmer bday"..i knew he juz searching for excuses to chat... i ignored......but of coz i did wish that frenz (buddy!!! sorry that i 4got) happy bday....juz a few minutes back i went to his friendster(something i refrain myself from doing) ...the status is single...dunno y..i still do not feel happy that they broke up...instead it stirred up feeling ...feeling i trying to forget...hurtz that i want it to go away...the lasttime i went to his friendster saw a foto of them....i was upsetz too...when will it go away ....
Still remember the last time i saw him... was last yr or was it this yr...i force myself to smile to laff though i know he was juz across looking at me... i wanna cryz but i can't ...i was so shaken that day i went "home" earlier
When will i ever put down the burden...it is so heavy....guess this time the depression will last another few days...:< | | |
|  heyz today is a COOL day..as in really COOLING...haha got a shockz of my life when i finally woke up and saw that it was alreadi 8.15am!! argh and My LeCtUrE StArT AT 9.30am !!!!!! haha .. bObIaN..BUrNt AnOthEr hoLe In MY Pocket ...LuCkIlY..A FrENz iN ThE SAmE BoAt ShArEd CAB wItH Mez..HenGz Ah the HoleZ NoT ThAt BiG!! haha ANiWaE LuCkIlY ToOk A Cab To SKoolZ CoZ On My WaY SaW a BuS BrokE DoWn At MacriecHi<dunno how to spell> and It Was BuS 74!!!! JuDgInG FRoM ThE TimE ..IT Is hIgHLy PoSsIBlE I Am On It if i WerE On TiME ..haha !~ PhEw!~ It Is BaD EnUfF To HaF A BuS BrEakDoWn It iS WoRsE to HaF It BrOkE DoWn in thE MIDdle of Woods AnD TrAFfic JaM!!!!
HeHe..WeNtZ To BuY SuMeThInG Inb BoDyShOp ToDaYz..GoT A 25% DiScOuNt...VeRy WoRth it HaHa..AlThOugH I Was AlmosT KenA RiPped Off $18++ HaHA ThE SaLeGaL MaDe A MiStAkE wIth ThE NeT PaYment..noT ThAT I AlWaYs ChEcK ThE bill BuT LuckiLY I Did ToDaYz.. WeNtz To CoFFeeBeaN..WiTh FrEnZ To ToK abT STuFf..Juz hAnCeD UpON tHe Topic of sEc ScHooL lifEz..KinDa Mizz ThE GooD Old Days... ThEn aftEr thAt wenT BaCk HomE..ToOk ThE TupId MRT aNd Mizz a stOp EnD Up aT CItYHAll.. aRgh..i Was SquAsh lIkE SaRdine Fish In ThE MrT WhIlE ChAnGinG trAin to DhObY GauT... ThoSe PPl JuZ SqUeeZe LikE ThErE ArE nO MoRe TrAinS ComInG..InThe End SpEnT A MiSeRaBlE TWO Min in ThE "SaRdine" CaBinZ..PheW!~ lUcKiLy RuShEd back hOmE In tIme FoR My Fav ShOW!! HeHe..NoT To mEnTiOn On thE WaY HomE SaW A Damn CutEz GuYz oN BuS ..HahA..Opps...My GuY CrAzyness AGaInz.. hehe..
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| Heyz, finally i get to enter a new entry...dunno why i can't for the past few days...aniwae..been slackzing for QUiTe A fEw DaYS LiAo HaHa...hmM..Went for KtV laSt FridaYz WiTh A FeW FrEnZ... ScReAm mY LUnGs OuT...haha PooR FreNzs..their EaRs MusT hAf suFfErEd ..haha ..LIfEz Is DefinItElY OrE RelAxEd NOw..oh by ThE WaY..i Sign Up FoR A FriEnDsTeR AccOunT...fReNZ WhU arE iN fReNdSter rEmEmBer To AdD Me K :> mY EmAiL JaS_poon @hotmail.com .. Hmm..Saw QuItE a NumBeR Of OOlD FrenZ In thErE..FrEnZ I HaF NoT ConTaCteD FoR yEaRS.. :> hehe AniWaE StOp HeREz fOr NoW .. :> | | |
| Heyzz haven been wrinting for quite some time..been busy recently haha got a few complain from frenz that not it is October...but my blodg stop at sept..keke
Aniwae..my mood haf been much much higher that my last entry,... KeKe Juz FiNiShEd My BloOd DonAtIoN PrOjEcT ...A BIG SUCESS!! LuCkiLy!~ AftEr NumErOUs NiTe Of BeInG PaNdA ..hehe bUt tHis WeeK HaF TO GivE TuItIOn AlMosT EvErDaY To My PSLE StUdEnT... :P BuT It WiLL EnD TomOLO...HOOrAY!!!!!!
ToDaY WeNt To ViSiT ThE BaZaAr At SiM....HaBen bEeN GiVinG MySeLF A TrEaT RecentLy ..NoW Is ThE TiME :P bUt mY WaLlEt GoT A HoLe In it lIao :~< ... BoUgHT AlOt oF StuFf HeHe.. buT GoT A DaMn NiCe BaG...;.keke so HaPpY... LiFE Is GOOD !!!!!!
hehe AfTeR ScHooL WeNt To MeeT My BeSt frEnz ..ThOuGh OnLy FoR A WhiLe bUt i FeEl HaPpy JusT to SeE heR...HabEn BeEn SeeInG hEr fOR MoNThs LiaO SinCe sHoOl StArTeD ..MiZz HEr so MuCH... ANYwAy She SeE to BE dOiuNG QuiTe Well... :P
AnIwAe gOt to sTop hErE ;> HaF FuN EvERyoNe ..
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